How do you understand that you are in love ?
I asked myself this question.It was a period where there was a complete confusion in my head and heart.Then I forced my head to silence, and as if my heart spoke.
My heart asked questions:
“Have you ever cried on the shoulder of a man?”
But that was not enough.you know that tears for a man are a great deal.
My heart asked: “Has any man cried in your arms?”
My heart said, think about the most lonely, most helpless and the most difficult moments of your life.
“Who was with you when you turned your head?”
“Who helped you to get up when you fell?”
“Outside of your family, who are you afraid to lose in this life?”
“Whose sight do your hands turn to against your will?”
When your eyes avoid his eyes.Your hands are trembling, wanting to touch his hands against your will.The mesmerizing moment can only be felt.
The unity of souls is earthshaking, but the touch is also meaningful .It’s very significant how your heart beats when you touch his hand. Every time, you see him or even when you don’t see him , every-time he smiles at you, what is that tingling feeling ?
Just like a rusty nail stuck in the heart.
Literally, willpower, wisdom, logic and ego everything goes away and we are the only ones left, only him and I exist.
It’s not easy to fall in love and lose in that love. It sneaks into your mind, into your pride, into your borders.Eats you up from inside.
When you search for love, you find yourself. You run away from love, it still catches you with its snare.
Love should shake your soul, cause mud in your head.If it is to hurt, then let it hurt to the depths.When one of your feet falls on the ground, the other should walk in the clouds.Love should overthrow all your boundaries.Love should force you to do stupid things.But no, it’s not so easy, neither falling in love nor surrendering or escaping from love.
Biggest things in your life , you don’t see them coming , they just happen.You never know how it happens. Neither intelligence nor heart is enough to explain this madness.We love, who we love.
Love that is not lived, becomes immortal.
My heart asked questions:
“Have you ever cried on the shoulder of a man?”
But that was not enough.you know that tears for a man are a great deal.
My heart asked: “Has any man cried in your arms?”
My heart said, think about the most lonely, most helpless and the most difficult moments of your life.
“Who was with you when you turned your head?”
“Who helped you to get up when you fell?”
“Outside of your family, who are you afraid to lose in this life?”
“Whose sight do your hands turn to against your will?”
When your eyes avoid his eyes.Your hands are trembling, wanting to touch his hands against your will.The mesmerizing moment can only be felt.
The unity of souls is earthshaking, but the touch is also meaningful .It’s very significant how your heart beats when you touch his hand. Every time, you see him or even when you don’t see him , every-time he smiles at you, what is that tingling feeling ?
Just like a rusty nail stuck in the heart.
Literally, willpower, wisdom, logic and ego everything goes away and we are the only ones left, only him and I exist.
It’s not easy to fall in love and lose in that love. It sneaks into your mind, into your pride, into your borders.Eats you up from inside.
When you search for love, you find yourself. You run away from love, it still catches you with its snare.
Love should shake your soul, cause mud in your head.If it is to hurt, then let it hurt to the depths.When one of your feet falls on the ground, the other should walk in the clouds.Love should overthrow all your boundaries.Love should force you to do stupid things.But no, it’s not so easy, neither falling in love nor surrendering or escaping from love.
Biggest things in your life , you don’t see them coming , they just happen.You never know how it happens. Neither intelligence nor heart is enough to explain this madness.We love, who we love.
Love that is not lived, becomes immortal.
I do question if love is letting go ?
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